Thursday, July 12, 2012

1, 2, 3 - Caring is Not for Me






I'm so not into cooking right now. I'm not into nutrition. I'm not into IBS.








I am into making myself feel happy...



And this...












... the Larabar of my dreams









 the beer of my dreams...









 Summer deodorants...

 ... that I don't have to make myself!









... discovering that I'm not missing out on that much










 The kind of accidents that seem so not a big deal...






WARNING: Some mildly gross pics ahead.








... that later make me grateful for antibiotics and tetanus shots....









to learn what a staph infection looks and feels like...

 hint: the pink skin is how far the infection spread in my leg!









 and the ability to walk up stairs without shedding tears...

 still painful (and hairy)... but mobile














... herbal anti-inflammatories that really work!!!







... anything that will help me feel happy and purposeful again...









 ... after discovering that I'm suffering from something that's so real






... and discovering this was all in my head.





I don't know who I am anymore.






That's all I got.

I'm sorry.










2 comments:

DPLblog said...

Thanks for introducing me to a new word...

As for your other post (the link - to october) check out this cool radio story about stress and some inference about bowels...

Farty Girl said...

Thanks Dan! I can't wait to listen! It will give me something write about too! :-)